I feel pressure in my life

In our chinese new year. We need to visit our relative one by one, include my girl's. There are so many people to see. Because we are not rich, so when we see the rich relative. They always have a low eye on me. I feel so pressure. I always want to change my life, but i think it's hard to do that. My family is always in the dark times. Maybe only the Jesus can help me.